me...ranting!

If the loneliest man in the world had a voice - what would he say? If he cried - how many tears would we collect? If he was unlovable - would we love him? If he was untouchable - would our lives even stretch out a hand? If the addiction had overcome him - would we fight for him? Is his life worth it - or has he done too many wrongs? If he was me would it matter?

These are questions to myself...because I don't know the answer. I wish I did! It saddens my heart to know there are things in this world that can never be a part of my world. I guess I want to mend the broken hearts and heal all the pain, but that's not my job!

So many things are off limits to me as a woman...or at least it feels like it. I can't be friends with certain people because it could be harmful. One thing I am not afraid of is being hurt. I have been hurt a million times and will a million more before my time is up here! That's ok...it's just a part of a life that seeks to love. One thing I can't live with is putting my friends in a harmful situation!

That being said it still frustrates me. I am just a lowly student...I have so much to learn. I am listening and I want to grow...sometimes I just don't understand the journey! I'm not saying I have to, I'm just trying to be okay with not understanding!

-Peace